3 'C's - Character, Commitment, Consistency

Ok. Let me talk when everything is still rather fresh in my mind.

First things first. To Rachel, Rachel's family, and friends concerned or whom may be concerned. Yes, its true that i have failed in the part of the relationship. Having made promises but not able to fulfil them, resulting in hurt and animosity. i would like to clarify to say that it too wasnt easy for me, but priorities do change over time. im not gonna defend myself and put my pride on the line saying that i did no wrong. fact that it was i in the beginning who initiated everthing in the beginning and even ending it with my own hands, shows that i have failed horribly as a boyfriend and even a friend. honestly, i do feel guilty about stopping everything, but it was something tt had to be done. all i could say is, im sorry.

Next. To my parents, whether you read this or not. There is nothing between another girl and me. i apologise for having left the house that nite, and subsequent late nites and for not acknowleging you. i honestly felt very accused by ur statements and comments and lack of trust in me. i know you may have good intentions, but i felt things could have been better said and done, that the situation would not turn so ugly. Mom, you asked me what i wanted for my christmas present. i honestly do not expect anything, but i jus wish for you to understand me better, and not see every choice that i make is bad. i honestly jus want your trust. do you know how hurting it is when even my family places a judgment on me when everyone else seems to be doing the same? home doesnt feel like a home already. i know ur good intentions, i jus felt things could turn out better. i have decided to forgive, hope you will too. i love you Mom and Dad.

Third. Had a very good talk with Ps Gordon today. He is realli one person that i could talk to with nth held back, and he would always give good advice to me. Pastor taught me 3 'C's today. Character, Commitment and Consistency. these 3 'C's would ultimately determine the person you will be in life. What is your character? is it strong? What are your commitments and are you committed to them? What is your consistency in life? in the things you do? in your walk as a christian? Remember this well.

One major thing that has also struck me is, credibility. how credible are you as a person? so what if you have all the skills in the world, all the good looks etc. its ultimately ur credibility as a person that makes or break you.

i have got a question to you readers out there.

1. How do you determine success in your life?

Till now, i still cant fully answer that for myself. if you readers out there would like to encourage me and other readers about your views, pls post in the comments section under "Kennection" at the bottom of this post.